Princess Diaries

Here

2010-05-13T20:45:00.002+02:00

Here you are
never knew when this day would come
you're standing by me
and you asked a question and I knew my answer
and you're here
You accepted every part of me, past present and you sharing my future.
What more could I ask for
when you're right here

2010-05-13T20:31:00.001+02:00

Wow been soooooooooo long since I was on here, so much has changed... Found a great boyfriend who became my fiance and I now have a wedding to plan.... Been an amazing ride... Will post poetry about it when I get the chance to write it... Hehe great times

So here i am

2009-06-11T20:23:00.001+02:00

Here i am
im here blessed beyond belief
beyond my understanding that someone like my could be blessed
beyond my comprehension
but thats because im not blessed cause who i am
God blesses from His grace
the limitless grace i'll never fully understand
maybe thats the most i ever will understand it, knowing i cant
but nevertheless im blessed.
so here i am praying that God, You'll give me the strength commitment and faith to live for You
to give You my life fully
to thank You in the only way i know how for Your grace, mercy and Your son.

This is just something i randomly found online

2009-06-11T20:22:00.001+02:00

Found this the other day... Think it's really interesting. Good to think about

"Would I be called a Christian?

Would i be called a christian if everybody knew
my secret thoughts and feelings and everything i do?
oh, would they see the likeness of Christ in me each day?
oh, would they hear Him speaking in every word i say?

Would i be called a christian if everybody could know
that i am found in places where Jesus would not go?
oh, would they hear His echo in every song i sing...
in eating, drinking, dressing would they see Christ in me?

Would i be called christian if judged by what i read
by all my recreation and every thought and deed?
would i be counted Christ-like as i now work and pray
unselfish, kind, forgiving to others every day?" ~ anon

Blessings

2009-06-11T20:20:00.001+02:00

How many blessings do i have?
how many that i have not counted?
Each second i breathe
every sunrise and sunset i live through
every friend and family member
every broken heart
and healed cut
every smile as people pass by
every small thing and every large
guess it's time to give praise
and that praise can only go to the Father of Lights....
sometimes we may forget His abundant blessings
but with a smile He reminds us each and every day :)

Be grateful

2009-06-11T20:19:00.002+02:00

Be grateful God is the perfect loving Father!
Because what you're doing would destroy almost any human heart,
almost any respect for you!
Don't forget even with God there are consequences..
Just be very grateful cause all of a sudden i am..
im no better than you but i'll acknowledge my faults and work at them
im trying to stop my wrongs, i regret them..
Be grateful God is forgiving cause you're pushing people away from Him!

My Shepherd

2009-06-11T20:19:00.001+02:00

My shepherd i hear Your call
i hear You calling me back to the flock
i start on my way back but get caught on something or fall into a hole..
Only then do i cry back
only then do i plead with You to find me
and in spite of my selfish ways
my lack of understanding and my lack of care
You come and find me
gently untangle and lift me up to carry me home
You clean me up and place me back into the flock
where gently patiently caringly You watch over us all

How often

2009-06-11T20:18:00.001+02:00

How often have we searched
how often have we looked
how often do we try to find that lost bit of us
how often is it we search everywhere it can't be found
how often do we turn to wrong things to make it right
how often do we turn away from the light
how often is it we play with God
how often is it we dont see the truth
how often do we just lose sight

Surviving

2009-06-11T20:17:00.000+02:00

So looking back at the years gone by,
how on earth did we survive.
Heartache and pain have been abundant over the last few years,
but so has joy.
Watching children grow, teachs us so much of what we really need to know.
Be honest and loyal,
respectful and true
be kind and caring in everything you do.
Be faithful, be soft
laugh a lot and be yourself.
Have unfaltering faith
and true love.
cling tight to family and friends.
Try be your best, try bring others smiles.
The biggest thing a child knows that somehow we forget,
is that in helping others and bringing them joy,
you find joy and peace above all freedom.

To all the girls who have been hurt

2009-06-11T20:16:00.000+02:00

Look back at the past
smile at your regrets
let the truth be known,
you're stronger than him.

Look back at the time you spent
know you did your best,
remember what was good
remember he's human.

Look back at it all
if you remember just this,
remember hating him might be easy,
but forgiving him will set you free.

Look back and know,
that you forgive not because you're weak
but because you're strong
and he can't break you.

How far gone?

2009-06-11T20:15:00.000+02:00

So well will you stop playing this game?
When will you remember who you playing with?
The Creator of all, the one and only God,
He created the earth by His words
and yet you find this game fun.
You don't think about the future
when He comes again..
O foolish children where then will you hide
Where then will you try to wash your inquity again
what then will you use to try scrub that mark away
When will you find time with Him more fufilling than time with some chick or some guy
when will you realise He's waiting for you
THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE is waiting for you
not because you are great but cause He loves you
when will you wake up to how much of yourself you're giving away
when will you see how much you've lost
you gambling with your life
but hey if it isn't dangerous it isn't fun, isn't that what you believe.
well when you wake up take a good look around
cause maybe when you see how far gone you are,
maybe just maybe you won't be too lost to find your way back

Living

2009-06-11T20:12:00.001+02:00

We spend our lives walking down the same old streets
doing the same old stuff
trying to find some purpose some reason to live
then somewhere some discover God
He gives them more than a reason
He gives them a passion
a love for living the straight and narrow path..
Suddenly lives are changed
suddenly even when life is at its hardest they can smile
simply because God is awesome

Seeing Hearts

2009-02-12T21:29:00.001+02:00

If we could see each others' hearts would we be shocked?
What intentions would we see?
Which of our friends would we run from
which would we hold and comfort
which would we look at and smile knowing they're ok?
Would we turn away from strangers like we so often do?
Would we change our ways and realise they are human to?
If we could see the hearts of those around us
would we change our own selfish ways?
Would we realise how much they're worth
or would we come to the same everyday conclusion?
So i ask you if you could see my heart
what would i mean to you?

Wish You Knew

2009-02-12T21:28:00.001+02:00

I wish you knew what you're missing
wish you could understand His love
wish you could see your debt
see your wrongs
wish you knew how loved you are
wish you could see how the brokeness is fixable
wish you knew the love He gives
wish it could sink in
wish you would choose to be His.

Wish

2009-02-12T21:28:00.000+02:00

What is it?

2009-01-19T06:57:00.000+02:00

So what is it about you that makes me feel like this
what is it that gives you the ability to do this
why when we talk can you make me like a princess or just a bit of dirt
why is it you still have that power
why can you do this to me
when things are long over
why does it still hurt
why cant i stop it
why i cant i break my fall for you
what the hell is it that you have
what is it that other guys cant make me feel
what is it that pushs me towards you even when you ripping my heart out

Rocking To The Right Tune

2009-01-01T22:38:00.002+02:00

So its near that time of year again for our youth. HOLIDAY CLUB!! and although everyone is super amped i cant help but wonder if everyone is rocking to the right tune.. wonder who's rocking to the gf or bf's tune... who's rocking to the gotta put the right image out there... and quite frankly who's rocking to Jesus' tune... Thing is no matter what tune they rocking to we all got together come together to form one song.. hopefully one that'll sing God's praise... so let's hope we can all start rocking to the right tunes to form a powerful song in 2009!!!

Those who this was written for will understand

2009-01-01T18:21:00.001+02:00

Now these things remain faith hope and love and the greatest of these is love.
but when you say i love you
does it mean anything
does it hold true.
you dont intentionally hurt those you love.
you dont chase them away like a scavaging animal
you dont crush them like an annoying mosquito
you dont keep them like a donkey after a carrot on a string.
you are honest with them.
they mean the world to you.
you try treat them like Jesus would have
afterall God is love.
and no you wont always get it spot on
but you try treat them
with the respect and care they deserve.

This Night

2009-01-01T18:14:00.001+02:00

Im sitting here in a room that seems empty but its not
im sitting here with God
trying to make sense of it all
trying to see what i've done
trying to figure out why innocent mature and nice is wrong
why guys dont want that
trying to figure out if i've made any difference this year
trying to work through it all
realising how tiny i am afterall
starting to see the big picture again
starting to wonder where He's gonna lead me
and wondering who He's gonna set on the journey with me

To anyone who finds this relevant please realise the truth

2009-01-01T18:13:00.000+02:00

what if one day someone does to you
what u do to those who love you
what if one day someone lies to you
leads you on
flirts with you without any feeling
wants to kiss you with no caring
what if someone breaks your heart
like you break hearts
what if one day someone tells you they want to be with you
what if after that they avoid you
hope it'll all just go away
what if someone doesnt take responsibilty
for their actions relating to you.
what if you were the one on the receiving end
wouldnt you just want the truth even if it hurts
wouldnt u want to know before your whole heart is given
wouldnt you just want the honesty.
give them the honesty they deserve.
relationships of any kind involve trust and communication
dont break both
just tell them the honest truth and do it now
before anymore damage is done.

How Many

2009-01-01T18:12:00.000+02:00

How many will you repeat the same words to?
How many will be best?
How many will you always love?
How many will always have your heart?
How many will you tell you're the only one for me?
How many will you be madly in love with?
How many are the perfect partner?
How many will hear the tired old clichés?
How many will there be who rock your world and then you break up?
How many next ones will there be?
So tell me how many.

Loss

2008-12-14T22:44:00.000+02:00

Losing someone you love is hard enough
losing them to death is worse than that.
But sometimes we stop
sometimes we realise
they aren't dead
they are more alive than we are.
and as hard as it may be to accept
sometimes we need to see that
it's not over,
it's just beginning for them.
one day we to will get that chance
a second start
a new life.
it hurts to lose someone close to you
but always remember
that they aren't dead
they just at the start of eternity
where one day we will join
a happy group of people raised to life,
we will be able to be amongst one another again.

just another edit

2008-12-14T20:41:00.001+02:00

1 more

2008-12-14T16:51:00.000+02:00

Another life taken
another one gone
taken young
taken fast.
so hear my call
and listen close
dont neglect those alive
those around you
those who touch your life.
Don't choose to have to live with regret of something left unsaid.
Now is the time and now is the place.
Let those around you
know what they mean
know what they are to you.
Day by day teenagers, adults, elders,
they lose their friends,
their family,
those they love.
Don't pretend you don't care,
don't break hearts and leave emotions in shreds.
Tell them how much they mean,
how they touched your life
because you might not see it happening
or want to believe it could
but you never know who is next....
so please please don't leave things unsaid.

a few edits....

2008-12-12T15:41:00.002+02:00

2008-12-11T20:55:00.000+02:00

The World Needs a Wakeup

2008-12-08T16:50:00.001+02:00

Dear World

Here's a few lines i think you should consider:

-When did the words "i love you" start meaning nothing
-When did 13 year olds dressing and acting like 20 year olds become acceptable
-When did we leave behind morals and values
-When did money surpass loyalty
-When did trust become over rated
-When did we start teaching children that its ok to lash out cause you hurt
-When did we start telling children crying is for babies
-When did we learn to break down others self worth
-When did we throw out our beliefs for what our friends think
-When did we stop caring about each other
-When did we stop thinking of the person next to us as human
-When did we shut our emotions down just in case we get hurt
-When did we decide that its not ok to hurt
-When did we stop loving ourselves
-When did we start caring more about others opinions of us than the truth
-When did learn that revenge is right
-When did we start these silly games with people's hearts
-When did we decide a life partner is like a handbag easily changable

and mostly

-When did we start assuming God is wrong

And Now...

2008-12-08T00:48:00.001+02:00

Who would've thought it would hurt like this
hurt less than expected
who could've imagined that right now i wouldn't care
that my heart could know
you lost me
i didn't lose you.
I'll love again
and one day
one day you might regret your choice
we'll always be friends
even after this.
You'll always have a special place in my heart
but that place isn't my whole heart.
i love you like i love all my friends.
You're no different to them now.
You're just like the rest
a good friend.

Hello this is your heart speaking

2008-12-07T00:23:00.000+02:00

Will you please listen
im breaking in two
im hating him
but im loving him to.
im begging you to stop
to give up the joy and with it the pain.
im begging you not to do this to me again,
Im begging you to leave him behind,
to live on hope
and trust that you'll find one who'll make it right,
who'll be sincere in all he says and does in relation to you
and who i can be given over to
knowing i won't come back
shattered and torn
but that i'll be sheltered and valued,
so will you please listen
this is your heart saying
i love him more than i can possibly say,
but sometimes a thousand pieces can't keep hope alive
and a million pieces struggle to love anyway.

Our Debt

2008-12-01T23:15:00.001+02:00

So here i am once again Father
and i call on Your name.
Father i stand here known as one of Your own.
i stand here a christian by name
by Your Son
and by faith.
i stand here and i look to You
for only You can rescue me.
By my own actions i deserve a firey pit
by Your grace i am given Heaven.
By my own sin i deserve hell, an everlasting death
by Your grace i am given paradise.
By my thoughts, my unclean heart, my very flesh
i deserve nothing You give so freely
but by Your innocent Son's blood
You give it anyway.
and perhaps this makes no sense to our mere human minds
but somewhere in the midst of the choas of trying to figure it out
we find hope and faith
but mostly we find Your love and grace.
So maybe its time we stopped trying to figure this out
acknowledged our inequities
repented of our sins, the bad we've done and the good we left undone,
and maybe its time we just accepted Your Son
without trying to figure out how we can free ourselves of that debt
cause maybe in this life
there is only one debt we could never repay

Her

2008-11-29T20:50:00.000+02:00

When you said its her you going to,
it hurt but i knew it was ok.
you love her and im fine.
im happy for you.
you deserve to be happy,
if she does that then i want you two together.
and you chosing her didnt hurt that much
but i know it hurt you cause it hurt me
but im fine with it.
you worry about me hurting when im made aware how in love you are
and it worried me to
but now i realise nothing can hurt more than being aware how sad you are from a fight.
if its that you're in love
then i know you're happy.
its this sadness and hurt that kills me
cause i dont want to see you hurt,
i dont want to see you cry,
i dont want to see you with pain,
but what can i do
you chose her

Life is too short

2008-11-27T21:31:00.001+02:00

I have no promise i can give beyond my current breath.
no promise i can make cause i dont know if i have a next breath.
as i sit here i dont know if i'll be alive this time tomorrow
i dont know how long is in God's plan for me to live
So in this time i have i want to make right
i want to die having touched lives and hearts
i want to die knowing i've made a difference
if i die before im old
cry no tears for the time i didnt get
cry no tears for what i didnt do
but celebrate the time i had
celebrate the things i did
when i die keep it simple
just follow your heart and do it from love
when i die dont mourn too long
keep living on the straight and narrow path
i dont know how long i have
but i do know im grateful for every breath
for every friend
for every bit of love
for every family member
for every memory good or bad
so to everyone i know
life is too short
to not make it known
to hide it from those in your life
to everyone i know
i love you
regardless of any fight or anything said
i will love you all till the end

Everyone Knows

2008-11-26T14:36:00.002+02:00

So where do i stand?
i know you'd take her back.
but i appreciate how honest you are about it.
you woke me up this morning
but i wont complain
a sweet "good morning"
and a "no denying you're still asleep"
and somehow that made me feel special beyond a doubt.
but knowing how close you are to her
that leaves me scared
i trust you but you've been honest so i know the dangers here
i know you'll always be my friend
but i know how i feel
and i know whats been said
so im standing here
and im going with what happens

Everyone Knows

2008-11-26T14:36:00.000+02:00

Where, What, How

2008-11-16T10:36:00.000+02:00

Where will you turn when your world crumbles?
when it falls apart?
tears at the seams?
What will you do when evryone turns away?
rejects you?
claims not to know your name?
How will you cope when it all gets too much?
when the stress is high?
when pressure reaches boiling point?
So where will you turn?
What will you do?
How will you cope?
i have hope;
love;
faith.
i know where i will turn;
i know what i will do;
and i know how i will cope.
i will turn to God,
i will have faith in Him,
and i will cope by trusting in Him.

Tiny Bird

2008-11-14T22:27:00.000+02:00

Today a little bird i saw
and the funniest thing it did,
before it took flight
it stretched its tiny legs;
checked its baby tail;
and stood on its tiny wing and stretched it out.
strangely i realised we're just like that bird,
before we can run or fly or soar,
somehow we got to get stretched out.
so sometimes when life gets you down,
think of that tiny bird,
as he stretched out before he flew
so sometimes God stretches you.

Yes or No

2008-11-13T21:41:00.000+02:00

so is it yes or is it no,
will you start a new chapter in your life;
or is the old you good enough for God.
will you realise the error in your ways;
or will you blindly follow satan off that cliff.
will you give your life to get it back;
or will you keep your life to lose it.
will you run after your father like a carefree child;
or will you sit with blade in your hand like a destroyed teen.
will you chose a place of beauty;
or a lake of fire.
will you sit with Him;
or run till you realise there is no running anymore.
will you give your life to God?
simply yes or no;
there is no in between.

Never Again

2008-11-11T15:23:00.000+02:00

Never again will i walk alone;
never again will i sit alone;
never again will i fear death;
for grace and mercy have found me.
Your son gave His life,
so that i might live.
He gave His life,
so that with Him i would overcome death.
He is my Saviour,
the living one,
the one who satan could not make fall.
He alone deserves that place called Heaven;
but instead He has opened its gates
to all who truly know Him, not only His name.
For they will cast out demons,
but know him not,
but i know that when i live,
i live for Him,
and that life will never end.

If

2008-11-10T22:03:00.003+02:00

If you could count the stars;
you'd understand His love.
If you could swim to the bottom of the ocean;
you'd comprehend His forgiveness.
If you could stand on the sun;
you'd deserve His grace and mercy.
If you could love with His love;
you'd deserve His compassion.
If you could live as He lived;
you could earn your salvation.
But none of this can you do;
simply because you are human,
but He still loves you,
still forgives you,
still offers you grace and mercy,
still stands over you compassionate,
still saves you.
what can you offer;
simply your life,
a living sacrifice.

To all my friends

2008-11-10T17:20:00.001+02:00

So what am i meant to do
how can i help you
i cant decide for you
only try guide your way
i know what answer should be
i know the commitment involved
i know the loss that it brings
but i know the joy and beauty and life it gives
i know what He can make of you
He made it of me
i know how He can grow you
He grew me
But mostly i know how He can save You
like He saved me
so with all with heart and all my love
i pray You'll do as i've done
make the commitment and truly live for Him

Whats Going On Here

2008-11-09T23:14:00.001+02:00

well actually right now all thats happened is i've added various poems i've already written so they not exactly in the right order oops :) o well.. hope they mean something to someone or you at least enjoy them...

Dear God (from a young christian)

2008-11-09T23:13:00.003+02:00

Your face is everywhere
You are all
i see You
i see You everyday
but i am not worthy of that Lord
i am not worthy of Your touch
but still You touch me
i hurt You everyday
i hurt You, my Master and my Lord
i do that, i do and i, i cant explain
how i feel because i know You still love me
i know this and i hurt because i have betrayed You
i have run from You
i have hurt You
and i know You forgive
i have not followed You
i have pushed You aside and i
i want to cry
i know You and yet
i still do the same everyday
and everyday i fall short
and everyday You pick me up
and give that one hug which
solves all
that one hug that gives me eternal life
and everyday i know this
yet as human i exist the same everyday

God sent

2008-11-09T23:13:00.001+02:00

This describes everything good in my world.
This describes my life; my being.
This describes the blood in my veins
and the heart in my chest.
This describes my friends and family.
This describes each and every part of nature,
be it animal or tree etc.
This describes all the love in my heart
and all the feelings in my soul.
This describes what God wants us to see,
His world.

To Every Girl,You Know How This Feels

2008-11-09T23:12:00.001+02:00

its a feeling every girl knows
a pounding heart
blood red cheeks
shaky hands
and nervous knees.
Its a heart thing
an emotional thing
something out of our control.
all he did was glance her way
but that was enough
that started it all
the blushing cheeks wont ever fade
her loving heart was given away

Escape From Here

2008-11-09T23:11:00.000+02:00

This isn't my place
This isn't my world
I don't come from here
This isn't where i belong
This is a rest stop
on the way to eternity
When i leave i will hit a crossroads
which direction to take
i will have decided during my stay
When i go on
i want to see His glory
i want to chose the right path
When i come to those crossroads
i want to know the way
i dont want to be lost at that point
i know where the other road leads
i want to follow the right road
i want to see You face to face
i want to know You're proud of my stop
i want to hear You say welcome home
when my stop is over i want to go home

Maybe

2008-11-09T23:10:00.000+02:00

Maybe one day you'll turn around
look back on your life and realise what you lost
i hope you find someone better than me
but i hope you see who am i
and who you lost that day when you walked away
Maybe you'll see how my heart broke for you
how it loved you
and mostly how it tried to protect you.
Maybe you'll see how you rejected that
how you tore it in two
and mended it so many times over
but how you still left it in pieces as you walked out
as you made it clear
and as you walked up to her and offered her your hand

What Will it be

2008-11-09T23:09:00.002+02:00

If i let you in
will you break my heart?
if you say you'll always be there
will there come a time you'll leave?
if i trust you
will i end up destroyed
and on my floor in tears
not knowing how i could've been so stupid as to trust again?
if you promise to stay by my side
will i end up standing alone
fighting solo
not knowing where my defender is?
If i let you in
will i regret it
or will it be best time of my life
where i can know you'll be there
know i can trust
and know i'll be safe in your arms?

To Every Girl: watch what you do to guys

2008-11-09T23:09:00.001+02:00

I've seen him after you left
seen him broken and hurt
i've seen the pain
tried to heal the broken heart
i've seen the tears
i've dealt with the issues
you walked away
you destroyed him inside
and then you jumped straight to the next one
i wish you'd look back
i wish you'd see his face
the heart i cant mend
and the tears i cant stop
just cause you stopped loving him
didn't mean he stopped loving you

Strange

2008-11-09T23:08:00.001+02:00

Why are guys such asses?
Why do girls treat the decent ones so bad?
Why can't they see us as human?
Why can't we treat them as more than a label brand?
Enough is enough
if you're that guy who's decent and sweet
then stop hiding behind shyness and previous defeat..
if you're one of those that have hurt them
or turned the good ones bad
think carefully cause you just turned someones future inside out..
you destroyed a good heart
and left another broken cause he'll never be the same

What Happens

2008-11-09T23:07:00.000+02:00

What happens when you have nowhere to turn
no one you know you can trust with everything
when somehow for some reason you just believe its all faked
what happen when satan starts messing with your mind
trying to convince you that you'll never be worth it
trying to make you feel it's not worth it
when satan starts playing around in your life
using friends against you
making you feel alone
what happens when you start doubting the trust you give
the honesty of those around you
when suddenly you not sure your friends really care
when somehow everything seems to fall apart...
turn to the hills, from where does your help come?
My help comes from the Lord..
to Him i turn, in Him i trust..
somehow although the rest doesn't go away
i can make it through, satan is defeated
and i will partake in the victory..
i will live for God's approval not for man's
so if it's all fake i can still survive
i wont be alone ever
and when things fall apart
i'll still be in God's hand

Now

2008-11-09T23:06:00.001+02:00

Is there anything that can take this away
anything to numb this pain
is there anyone who can hold me tight
anyone to see me through the darkness of this night
is there a hope for an end to this
hope for a happy ending
a peaceful place
a calm loving embrace
but somehow in the midst of this
i sense my fear
know its all too real
the sense of danger
the fear of hurt.
the fear that the embrace will quickly fade
the fear of knowledge of true and fake
the fear that of that fruit i'll take...
the fear that somewhere deep inside
is something that no man will ever like...
the fear of people far or close
the fear of losing out in this race

Dead Waiting to Die

2008-11-09T23:05:00.003+02:00

I look around
i see the dead
the dead waiting to die
they have no life
no hope in their midst
they trying so hard to find themselves
they looking in the places they lost themselves
amongst the drugs, the alcohol, the everything but righteous
and nowhere can they find what they lost
they hiding from their only hope
their only saviour
the only one who can show the way back to who they are
the dead have a chance at life
they just got to look up
turn to the righteous things
turn back and find themselves
all they got to do is find their way
to the foot of the cross

Addicted

2008-11-09T23:05:00.001+02:00

i have one addiction
one thing i need to live
one thing that im nothing without
one thing that keeps me alive.
The thing that warns of the end
that offers me a chance past the end
that offers me my life.
The only thing that can see my through these times
that can hold me tight
can keep me warm
that can replace any other addiction
that can heal my heart.
the only addiction i choose
the only addiction i want..
the only addiction you can never break
my addiction to God

A letter to satan from a Christian

2008-11-09T23:04:00.001+02:00

if u could see who i've turned out to be
despite ur best attempts to destroy me
im alive inside
u fell from heaven and u fell from grace
u took a place beneath the earth
a place of fire
more than u deserve
and with u
u trying to drag us along
well guess what u not gonna win
try as u might
God isn't letting go
u lost this battle about 2000 years ago
He gave His life
to make me whole
He gave His life for one and all
He gave His life and sealed ur fate
He gave His life to bring back the dead
so one day He'll come again
if i was u i'd start running
cause u never gonna change ur fate

Smile

2008-11-09T23:03:00.001+02:00

just a smile
a smile and im lost to the world
a smile from You
and i'd leave the world
they have nothing to keep me
when You smile
when You smile i know i've done right
i know i've made You proud
when You smile from up above
the world stops
in that instant i know i'm loved
in that instant i know i'm right
in that instant i know You're God

Again

2008-11-09T23:02:00.002+02:00

Here i stand
i know i've messed up bad
im standing here
asking once again
please forgive this sin
this time im gonna make it right
im not gonna mess this up again
too many times i've done that
never again
not over this
nothing compares to what you give
so this time its only You and me
nothing and noone else
just You

The Dark

2008-11-09T23:02:00.001+02:00

Sitting here wishing i was elsewhere
somewhere alone with You
in the dark
a single torch light
a bible in my hand
finding my way
a way through this life
seeking the truth more and more
honestly pressing into you
none of this feels real
its all too busy
too without You
without Your touch
without Your life..
Feels too much like im missing You
i want You
thats why im calling out to You now
fill even this place
let Your glory fall

Tides

2008-11-09T23:00:00.000+02:00

As the moon controls the tides
so Your hand is over the phases of my life
like high and low tides
there are times of joy and sorrow
but as the moon watches over the sea
so You watch over me
Your words to me i'll never forget
Im like your moon
you are My sea
the tides will change at My will

When i Stand before You

2008-11-09T20:57:00.000+02:00

One day when i stand before You Lord
i want to be able to say that
i did what You asked
did what You required
went where and when i was sent
used the abilities and gifts You gave me
accepted Your son and Your grace.
i want to be able to stand before You
knowing i gave life my best
gave You my best
did my best for others.
One day when my physical body passes away
i want to run to You
i want to run to my Father
i want to sit at Your feet and ask
did i do You proud
did i live Your way
and all i want to hear is Yes My child.